Friends

As I mentioned in my last post, I have encountered an unexpected difficulty since coming back to college. The past week and a half have been pretty emotionally difficult for me. I consider myself pretty good at keeping my feelings to myself (although this may not be very healthy), but apparently I was just too upset not to show it. Other than journalling and writing about it on my private blog, I had not told anyone about the issue. This weekend, however, I have been able to talk about it to several of my friends, which has helped it so much. I was able to talk on the phone to two of my friends at home, and they were very encouraging. Even after our conversation, one of them sent me a message online to remind me that she is always there to listen. When I told my roommate about it, she not only listened but also suggested that on the days when I am particularly having a difficult time that we do something together to take my mind off it. Even though I know that it's not going to be easy to get through this, I really do feel better knowing that I am blessed with wonderful friends who are willing to listen to me and help me through this.
I am most definitely an introvert and need my "alone time," but I also know that I have a tendency to kind of retreat inside myself when I am upset about something. Often I journal about my feelings, but probably I do not open up enough with others. Even though writing is the main way that I express my emotion, I know that talking to a listening ear is also often important. This weekend has reminded me that I am not alone in my situation and that opening up to others can be a valuable source of encouragement.